(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

(Source: ayeemcee)

Time flew by so fast. It’s still crazy to think your gone. Driving by the spot where you were killed felt so fucking un-real. There’s flowers and candles still there, the flowers are fake which is good because they’re permanent. At least there’s a little color and beauty in that dull, tragic area. Everyone still misses you like crazy. You should be proud you have two strong, beautiful little girls. Julia keeps talking about you, it’s so cute but so sad at the same time. She admires you so much. It makes me want to shed a tear. Tia Mili even cried. I’ve had non stop goosebumps since iv’e been here. I wish I could take everyone’s pain away. Daniella has had a tough time. I hope I can make her feel better at least for the amount of time that i’m here. My mom will be keeping your mom company as well. I thought being here would be different but everything is reminding me of you. There’s constant talk and memories about you. Just know that your in everyone’s thoughts and we’re still keeping your spirit alive. RIP Julio <3